Why cant you see the pain you cause?
You left, but the door has always been left open
Hoping you would return to the loving arms.
I know life hasn’t been easy, and that the bond we have hasn’t always been what it was
but please don’t leave me,
you made a promise that you would stay.
if that is all you ever keep, keep that promise to me.
But i cant make your decisions, neither can your family.
honestly only you can pick yourself up.
no matter how much others try to help you. it comes down to you. and your choice.
what is a sister, you ask?
I could have answered that maybe four years ago.
I use to believe so strongly in our bond, but blood isnt everything.
One cut and its easy to let it all go and forget about life.
you have always been the attention, competative, the center, all revolving around you.
You are selfish instead of selfless. Its hard being selfless especially when everyone else around is being selfish too.
you are the one person that causes so much pain.
and the worst is we cant even talk about it, and it hurts me. it hurts my family. it hurts YOUR family.
but what is family?
its just what you make it.
what have you made it?